I don't know what to say D: I have the same feeling about the dark, I'm terrified of it.. and I have to sleep with music on because of the creaking and stuff that goes on in the house at night. I don't believe in spirits or anything though, I'm just very very paranoid of people.
and lately I've been having a lot of left 4 dead dreams... (not scary though, which is funny since it's a horror game) which was weird 'cause I had one the other night that was left 4 dead based but the magic school bus was there, and I have NO IDEA where the hell that came from cause I haven't seen the magic school bus in years.
...yeah. Dunno what to say.. I don't have any way of dealing with it other then closing my eyes and thinking that if I can't see it, it can't get me. (god why am I still like this at 17 years old)

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I feel similar. I'm sorta paranoid that I'm constantly getting watched. :cc

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This might just be your fear of death, since you are already paranoid about everything around you. Your subconscious is probably just showing you what you're feeling, your fear of actually dying maybe. Try to relax before heading off to bed, listen to some music that soothes you. Clear your mind, avoid trying to think of what's going to get you for a change, call it out, give it a challenge. It can't touch you. It can only scare you, and you're only feeding onto your fears with letting it get to you. Relax. Breath in telling your mind to clear, with slow breaths, close your eyes.

As far as the creaks and what not, that's probably the house expanding. Houses do breath, ( not meant to sound creepy lol) but they expand in the spring- summer and shrink back in for the winter. It's hard to explain.

Also, you might be too stressed. Again. Relax.

Check out dream meanings. Your subconscious might be trying to help you.

I've had dreams about scary stuff such as that. I checked out a bunch of dream meaning websites and books and they helped. I was able to figure out what was going on in my head and it really did help.

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Hmm, I never really thought about fearing death, but maybe that's just a subconcious thing too. But I don't think I'd be able to listen to music; my grandma says that it's 45 minutes of TV or nothin D:
I'd be afraid to call it out, because from documentaries I've seen, calling it out makes it angrier, and usually, it WILL react in a negative way.
I've found something that helps me though. Even though i still feel it around, i keep the light on a bit more than usual, keep the TV just a bit jouder, but not too loud for my grandparents, and i cover my ears just before i drift off. It worked last night, and i finally got more than 6 hours of sleep.

And that sorta creepy, the house breathing xD But I'll keep it in mind for when I hear those creaks
Thanks <3

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LOL L4D. Awesome game, but the first time i saw it being played, it scared the nuh-har-gnar out of me, and i didn't sleep for a while xD
and omg, i can just imagine the witch, boomer, smoker, hunter, and tank in the bus, goin off to the earth as their field trip XD
but thas okay <3 i'll try my best to ignore this whole thing

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Mkay <3 I can try to do that. Thankies

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i already told you that it's me, outside your window xD

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