Soooo.

For those of you who actually read the journal called "A bad week", it just got worse.
Mother nature hates me n_n She took 3, maybe 4 months this time. Aint she wonderful?

001. Real name → Rebecca
002. Nickname(s) → Becca, Rabbit, Qua, Chee, Quart, Tahsi, Isha... and a couple more xD
003. Zodiac sign → Viiirrrgggooo
004. Male or female → Female
005. Elementary → 3 different elementary schools <_<
006. Middle School → HORRIBLE PEOPLE MIDDLE SCHOOL.
007. High School → My high school is aaawwweeeessooommmee xD
008. Hair color → Red, but I'm going orange here soon.
009. Long or short → Long? xD
010. Loud or Quiet → LOUD
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
012. Phone or Camera → Camera <3
013. Health freak → No
014. Drink or Smoke? → Maybe?
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → Indeed
016. Eat or Drink → Drink
017. Piercings → Nope
018. Tattoos → Not yet D:

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → Yep
020. Been in a relationship → Yes :/
021. Been in a car accident → Yep; 3 of them
022. Been in a fist fight → Nope

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → None D:
024. First best friend → Don't remember; for high school, definitely Cory <3
025. First award → Perfect attendance for all year xD
026. First crush → His name was Cameron. And he was a bitch.
028. First big vacation → The end of 2009's summer <3 We went to the Poconos.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → My brother
030. Last person you IMed → Rachel (my aunt)
031. Last person you watched a movie with → Dad
032. Last food you ate → Pizza
033. Last movie you watched → Hotel for Dogs
034. Last song you listened to → Du Hast by Rammstein
035. Last thing you bought → Coffee
036. Last person you hugged → Cory

FAVES:
037. Food → MASHED TATERS WITH BUTTER AND GARLIC BREAD. AND GRAVY.
038. Drinks → Milkshakes
039. Clothing → I love my purple plaid shirt
040. Books → Warriors!
041. Musics → PARAMORE.
042. Flower → Perennials <3
043. Colors → Black, blue, green, and royal purple <3
044. Movies → The Harry Potter movies, the Pirate movies, and Stardust. <3
045. Positions → This has innuendo written AAAALLLLL over it!
046. Subjects → Science x)

IN 2009 I....

047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [x] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [x] pretended to be sick ...only not to go school...
061. [ ] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] betrayed a friend
064. [ ] ran a mile
065. [x] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
066. [x] stayed single a whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → Nothing
068. Drinking → Nothing
069. I'm about to do → Type, then sleep.
070. Listening to → The Nanny.
071. Plans for today → Sleeping
072. Waiting for → The right moment

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → Adoption D:
074. Want to get married? → Maybe..
075. Careers in mind → Paranormal investigator?

OR OR:
076. Lips or eyes → Eyes.
077. Shorter or taller? → Taller than me. xD
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Both <3
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach
080. Sensitive or loud → Looouuuud!
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → hesitant; they tend to be cautious, and are prepared for anything expected.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → Don't have any 8D
084. Ran away from home → I was tempted, but no.
086. Killed somebody → Not yet
087. Broken someone's heart → Nope :/
088. Been arrested → Not yet <_<
089. Cried when someone died → Yes D:

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → Not really.
091. Miracles → Rarely..
092. Love at first sight → Yes.
093. Heaven → No.
094. Santa Claus → I used to xD
095. Sex on the first date → Never.
096. Kiss on the first date → Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yep.. One person is a girl, and the other is my new crush.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Eh... not at this exact moment.. but I suppose compare to others, it's decent.
099. Do you believe in God → Agnostiiiccc.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → Maybe?

Well, after my first real relationship ending, I've lost focus in all my classes. I don't feel much anymore, and I keep screwing up everything.
Right now, I'm under punishment. Initially, it was for not leaving my wet paint when i had to do a chore (excuse me for not wanting to damage my brushes!), which was extended because of my texting during school (which technically, it was inbetween classes and at lunch. And that was more than likely a lie, saying i sent 60 during lunch. Maybe 30, but no more than 40 were sent.)
So, no phone until at least Wednesday.

And, now, I have to clean my room. But I really don't feel it.
I hate being me C:
And it seems that no one is making it any easier.


The only good thing about this week is that I got into that Photography class...

[ ] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[ ] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs

TOTAL: 3

[x] taken painkillers
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[x] seen someone die

TOTAL: 11

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL: 17

[x] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[ ] listened to rap

TOTAL: 20

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL: 25

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[ ] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL: 30

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper?
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[ ] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age

TOTAL: 35

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL: 40

[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online (Almost)
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[ ] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 46

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

I feel like poo c:

So..
once again single...

It was my own fault.

But I haven't eaten in 24 hours. I'm still not hungry.